Regrets of my LIFe....

Hie everyone.. Sorry for not updating for so long... It's been a busy semester for me...

It's a surprise you know when, you think that you got out of a situation and you feel great. "WOw, I'm over about it. I'm not getting back to it and I'll sure not regret!".

Until a certain point where memories refreshed. Things come. Be it from any source. It suddenly flashes through your mind. This make you think.

You think and you think. Finally you think that you are not regret at all, but, you actually regretted.

Haiz... Maybe it's I think too much. I really do think too much. Too much until above the level of acceptance.

Kudos, Ice Kacang Puppy Love. You made up my mind.

Right at the moment I'm watching this movie, things are coming up to me. I've been living in a life full of acting. Do I act?

I do not know. Seriously I do not know.

These few days, my mom stated "You wasted, why don't become a doctor?"
My dad stated to his friends "I cannot brainwash him, what should I do?"

I'm sorry mom & dad. I do not have the strength to do all these. Maybe I had but I gave it up easily. I just gave up like that.

I'm too selfish about my future. I think to myself only. I always think that money is not important. But is money that important?

Aikz. I've no confidence to continue this post anymore. My heart is broken more than ever. If I continue, I'm afraid I'll jump out of the building.

Can I ask why is this happening to me?